Something Julia said last week on her blog about her NaNoWriMo experience struck a chord: " I am calmer, more purposeful. This feels like a job now. I go to work and actually manufacture something." This is the feeling I want, the feeling that this is my job, that I am making something.
Twyla (if I may be so bold as to call her that) spoke to me from the very first page. She is talking about the blank page, the white canvas, the empty dance studio:
"Some people find this moment - the moment before creativity begins - so painful that they simply cannot deal with it. They get up and walk away from the computer, the canvas, the keyboard; they take a nap or go shopping or fix lunch or do chores around the house. They procrastinate. In its most extreme form, this terror totally paralyses people.
The blank space can be humbling. But I've faced it my whole professional life. It's my job. It's also my calling. Bottom line: Filling the empty space constitutes my identity."
Yes. I hear that. All of it. When I read the above I thought, This person can teach me something. And I was right. With chapters entitled "Rituals of Preparation", "Your Creative DNA", "Before You Can Think Out of the Box, You Have to Start with A Box", and "Ruts and Grooves", I started learning, in just one day's reading, a whole host of new ways to set up the Creative Habit.
I especially love starting a new box for each new project and filling it with the things that inspire, so I have begun a box (an old shoe box) for my new fiction-writer-in-residence position at the University's Science Faculty and have in it the program from last week's showing of five films made by the Faculty interviewing mathematicians. Inspirational.
My first box!
There is a great deal more wisdom in here, never passed on in a preachy or insistent tone, but gently yet firmly. This is someone who knows what she does, how she does it best and why. An ideal present for anyone who wants to do anything with a passion. I am off to read it again. And again. So no, you can't borrow my copy. Get your own!
13 comments:
Excellent post, Tania - what an interesting sounding book.
Love the box (I used to do that with document wallets) and LOVE the new look.
Nik
How wonderful. Its on my letter to Santa...
Love your new look - very contemporary urban!
I love white space, blank page, bare canvas, all of it. What I struggle with - am struggling with - is when I have something but it hasn't come out right first draft and needs re-structuring. That has me making infinite cups of tea and munching no end of cereal bars!
Thanks for recommending that book, looks fascinating. And I too am loving the box idea!
Michelle
Nik, it is a great book, and there is something about a box, for me, that is more tangible than a doc wallet. Hope it works! And glad you like the new look.
V - good!
Rachel, oh yes, that's the next hurdle, eh?! Thanks re blog new look, it's called Granite, makes me feel more solid somehow.
Michelle, let me know how the box thing works for you!
hmm - prob with this fabbo new colourway is that you cant read the comments as they are almost white on white...
Ok, must get these colours sorted, will do it later. Hmm...
Oooh - you've gone all grey ... Very distinguished, I must say.
Love the new look too.
The book sounds fascinating, will look for it.
After reading your comments, I went right out and bought the book. Looks chock full of great info.
debi, thank you, I knew it would happen one day!
Lauri, it is a great book.
Jeanne, I hope it is inspiring to you too! Wish I was on commission...
I found you by way of another blog and so glad I did.
I read Twyla Tharp's book many, many years ago and I think it's time for me to reread it again. I found it quite informative but I've grown rusty (or should I say lazy and procrastinating more than I should) that I need a good wake-up call again. My goal this year is to submit with full commitment to lit mags until I finally get one piece of my work published. I've many stories but I am "lazy" with follow up - I will submit one and then that's it. Time is a-wasting and no more! Thanks for the reminder of Ms. Twyla....
i agree great inspiring book - even for writers like us. 'cause it's the whole life that counts for creativity.
greetings from snowy white germany
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